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Monday, 13 August 2012

AGAINST MY WILL

Hey guys!!!
I came across this touching letter and I thought it would be nice to share it with you guy. Let me use this opportunity to thank you all for always taking out of your time to visit my blog. it means a lot to me. Enjoy the letter below.


Dear Mommy,
I am in heaven now.
I so wanted to be your little girl.
I don’t quite understand what has happened.

I was so excited when I began realising my existence.
I was in a dark, yet comfortable place.
I saw I had fingers and toes.
I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near
ready to leave my surroundings.

I spent most of my time thinking or
sleeping.
Even from my earliest days,
I felt a special bonding between you and me.
Sometimes I heard you crying and I
cried with you.
Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry.
I heard Daddy yelling back.

I was sad, and hoped you
would be better soon.
I wondered why you cried so much.

One day you cried almost all of the day.
I hurt for you.
I couldn’t imagine why you were so unhappy.

That same day, the most horrible thing
happened.
A very mean Monster came into that
warm, comfortable place I was in.
I was so scared, I began screaming,
but you never once tried to help me.

Maybe you never heard me.
The monster got closer and closer as I
was screaming and screaming,
“Mommy, Mommy, help me please! Mommy, help me.”

Complete terror is all I felt.
I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn’t anymore.
Then the monster started
ripping my arms off, shredding me into mince pieces, It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain.
It didn’t stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.
Though I was in such complete pain,
I was dying.

I knew I would never see
your face or hear you say how much you love me.
I wanted to make all your tears go away.
I had so many plans to make you happy.
Now I couldn’t, all my dreams
were shattered.

Though I was in utter pain and horror,
I felt the pain of my heart breaking,
I wanted more than anything to be
your daughter.

No use now, for I was dying a painful death.
I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you.
I wanted to tell you that I love you
before I was gone, but I
didn’t know the words you could
understand.
And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead.

I felt myself rising.
I was being carried by
a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain
was gone.

The angel took me away to a wonderful place.
Then I was happy.
I asked the angel what was the thing
was that killed me.
He answered,”ABORTION… I am sorry, for I know how it feels.”

I don’t know what abortion is,
I guess that’s the name of the monster.
I’m writing to say that I love you and to
tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl.
I tried very hard to live.

I wanted to live.
I had the will,
but I couldn’t;
the monster was too powerful.
It sucked my arms and legs off and
finally got all of me. It was impossible to live.
I just wanted you to know I tried
to stay with you.

I didn’t want to die.
Also, Mommy,
please watch out for that abortion monster.
Mommy, I love you and I would hate
for you to go through the kind of pain I did.
Please be careful.
Love,
Your Baby Girl
To every Woman out there:
Please avoid this,its worse than killing someone who at lest got a chance to be born.
If you are not ready for a baby
then just do the A.B.C
Abstain
Be faithful to God and Condomise.


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